Lovebuds Anonymous

Reunion Tour??

Wow! I felt so inspired when Wosy told me she'd come back to bloggie land. It's been so long since I've been here as well..... I have that feeling that you get when after a few years you decide to strike out and drive to the old 'stomping grounds'. You know, those old familiar streets lined with the same old tired houses with the same old couples sitting on the front porches sipping iced tea in the summer time. Ok, ok.... so maybe that's a southern thing. But thinking about it I really can see the country roads lined with dried out corn fields and tobacco plants ready to be taken in. GAH! I am such a country girl.

So anyways, what's been going on?!! I miss the old peeps; I do. I've been working at my friend's video store that she bought in May. It's taking some serious time and work to get it organized but I think she'll be ok. Yeah, yeah I admit it has given me a reason somewhat to stall again from putting in resumes at the medical places. I just don't know if I'm ready for that yet, tho I printed out some last night and am dropping some off in the morning. We'll see what the cosmos has in store for me.

Oh! Funny thing happened; two weeks ago I won free tickets to a Train concert. On the way to work I was listening to the radio and the guy was saying, be the 6th caller to win (at the time I didn't even know what the prize was). So the thought goes through my mind, call... just for shits and giggles! So I picked up the cellie..... dialed the number....... and all I can hear is heavy fucking static. STATIC! You know, like the kind where whenever anyone on the other end speaks it sounds like someone underwater yelling through a microphone. So I turn up the radio thinking, hell no......... he just didnt' answer my call. Sure enough; I hear myself on the radio say "Alright!" (I said it to test if it was really me; man did I feel like an idiot doing that.) So here I am trying to answer the guy's questions, which I could not hear at ALL over the phone but which I could barely hear bits and pieces of on the radio (which I couldn't turn up cuz it would make the phone squelch). Ugh. I sounded like a complete drunken ass. But hey! I got free tickets woohooo!

The concert was pretty good. I haven't been to a concert in sooooooo long. I think it's sort of a passing teenage fad to a degree. That, and well.... who wants to pay almost 100 bucks for 3 hours of entertainment? Not me, that's who. Leave it to the preppies who can afford it. heh.

In other news, I'm so proud of my whore for sticking with the gym! YOU GO GIRL!!! Damn yo, I wish we lived closer. I so need to take my fat ass up there with you and blubbercize. hehe. We have been walking a good bit tho and things are starting to really get better again. My little weight loss group and I have started some really awesome projects that have been inspiring us to do better and also it's really help to improve our personal attitudes about things in general. So I'm glad of that. And it's great fun to get together so much and do things together. :)

OH OH OH the big news......... one of my VERY GOOD friends from Australia is coming to visit in October! I'm so excited for her...... the first trip to the states and she's going to be meeting a LOT of people that really care about her. She's the best, seriously... and yeah, I can't wait to torture her with all of our deep southern ways hehehe. She's gonna think we're all bonkers for sure. And oh my god people, she is one of the absolute funniest people I've ever met. Which is, of course, why we get along so well. Insanity is contagious I think. Ok, that's all for now. Try to be back sooner, I promise!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 3:27 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

Quickie!!

Just a quickie to keep those of you I haven't talked to in a while informed. (Yes Crissy, I hope you are able to read this. LOL)

Everything's going great here. Class is going well, just a few more weeks and I'll be certified in a whole handful of shit. That's always good!

I'll have a nice week at the beach (which is why I am posting now). I'm looking forward to it. There's quite a few places I found out about down there that I'll be exploring. :) I will be home for a few days off and on, for school and such, so I might drop some pictures onto my flickr account.

Paganfest is coming up and the evil plotting is already underway. BWAHAHA. I can't wait!!

Oh and the new fixation........ Texas Hold Em. Yes, my whore and I have been squirreling away fake monies at our favorite poker spot and so far we are doing extremely well. Woohooo!

So have a great couple of weeks everyone and keep on rockin! :)

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 9:50 PM

Monday, January 30, 2006

Oh yeah....again

For whoever found this page by searching for: south florida crack whore pictures - Thanks!!!

You made my day. And just because I don't want you to be dissapointed....... here's a 'crack whore picture', altho not south floridian. Sorry about that!

Bwahahahahaha!!!!!!!!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 1:06 PM

Sneaking In

Well hello there peoples!!! Yep, I'm just sneaking in while I have a few minutes on my hands to waste. I see that thine whore has blamed all of the pussies in her life for giving her diseases.... I assure you all that I was NOT one of them. heh.

I suppose it's sad that we haven't been keeping up with the bloggies lately, but life is what it is and eventually we'll end up back here again. We seem to keep doing things in cycles, as most people do I assume. The whore is doing alright, maybe she'll post something again soon. (I'll try to coerce her.... she's better at funny banter than I am.)

On a personal note, I am doing great at the moment! I know, surprising to hear me say that isn't it? LOL! I'm still in school, shall be finishing that up in February/March and will have quite a few certificates under my belt... so that should be a very good thing. (I'm proud of me.) I also have been doing a lot of working on myself still, on all levels. So let's give a rundown shall we?

Physically - I've been going to a gym with a friend and it's a lot of fun. This is a constant in-work project but fortunately I've finally gotten to the point where I realize it's ok to be comfortable with oneself and pursue the really important things, like what's INSIDE. lol. Oh, and as a result of some energy work I've recently had done, I'm feeling great... no lethargy, tiredness and also my circulation is much better! :)

Mentally - Great! I'm really proud of myself with this one. I've seen a big change, felt a big change and also have felt/seen the positive reflections in my friends around me. They've been a big help in grounding me. Gotta love 'em.

Spiritually - Wow. That's really all I know to say. The past few months have been power-packed I guess. Finally my 'spiritual' sister and myself have cleansed everything that was once bad between us and it's hard to explain what's happened. There's a connection there that is sometimes spooky but is really cool. I'm lucky to have found the balancing side of myself. :)
I also had an extremely helpful weekend with my peeps in Greenville and they had such a positive effect on everything. At last I am feeling the transition that is happening and I'm completely satisfied with letting the One show me the truth of myself. AND THERE IS NO MORE FEAR!!!!!! Hallelujah!!! So thanks guys; I love you all more than you can know.

And so looking back now over the past year... all of the negative things that have come and gone: the issues that came about; the people who hurt me in some way and that I'm sure I also wronged in their eyes; the things and people that taught me lessons about integrity, honesty, loyalty and seeing the truth between emotion and reality; and most of all the swirl of chaos that overshadowed everything like a hidden wind.........THANK YOU for being my teachers and steps along the path.

With that said, my goal for this week: continue mediation at least once every other day ... get back into working with my camera on a regular basis ... and whip my whore's ass at gin!! ;) Later friendlies.

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 12:31 PM

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Ooooh it's cold

Well hello there! Just stopping in to say yes, we're still alive. Cold, but alive. heh.

Not too much going on outside of the normal holiday frenzy I suppose. I think we all go a little crazy this time of year. I've been busy doing the shopping, wrapping, visiting thing as I know many of you have. I'm tired. UGH can't wait for January now. lol.

Good news: Xmas shopping almost done. Woohooo!

Other than good news: Just to keep you updated, the guy who had *borrowed* my shit dropped them off on the carport one day. Seems maybe he did a hit and run so that he could avoid seeing anyone. Who knows? LOL. But, as I feared, all the movies were not there. I called to tell him; he hung up. My Mother called him; he hung up. But he did say that if we sent him a bill he would reimburse us. We shall see. I'm going to buy them and send him the bill and give him a week or so to send us the money. If that fails to come through, I guess a trip to small claims court is fast approaching. I wasn't going to go this route, but after the rudeness that we've put up with well... let's just say it's more a matter of principle now. And at least I'll get my 40 bucks that way. ;)

Whore news: Yes, she's still alive too. Bitching about her man and of course, being whorish as ever. But she's good. Trying to talk me into visiting again, which would be a blast. heh. We'll see what next year brings.

That's about all for now, as I said... just checking in. Hope everyone is great and happy holidays!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 5:24 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005

Drug Induced Haze

Holy Christ! I can't believe 2005 is almost over. What a year.....

I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving holiday. Ours was actually very nice and for once we had a week where someone didn't try to fuck us up. heh. Hooray!!!

The mother unit and I have this tradition (as does 10,999,999 other ppl) of going shopping before the ass crack of dawn on Black Friday. *GASP* Yes, we're insane. Last year was much worse for us however, there were actual specific things that we were going for. This year wasn't so bad. There were a few things that we wanted to get, but it wasn't a big emergency if they were sold out. So we pretty much wandered around and just picked up some things as we found them. And we still ended up getting what we wanted and didn't have to fight. So it was good. Still an adrenaline rush though just from watching the crazies around us about to throw down. I'm so tickled at my $5.00 copy of Diary of a Mad Black Woman. Woohooo! We officially now have about 85% of our holiday shopping done. We had bought quite a bit of stuff early in the year for people and so we're pretty good on that. It's funny though, because of things changing so late in the year we now have extra gifts. Anyone want one? LOL. (I'd love to lay one to SJ... she entertains me so.) Ahh.... I love this time of year.

But I miss thine whore. The palm reader (scammer lying bitch) foretold a move in 3 months for both myself and the slooot. She clings to the false hope that she'll awake one morning to find me on her doorstep. Keep hope alive my cheri amour. (*snicker*) If we're lucky she will take a picture of Otto-Man and share the story of their love. It's a most touching tale. Other than that I suppose I'll have to keep seducing her away from El-Jefe each night so that we can spend hours sitting in the zone playing spades. (Her yahtzee won't work damnit. I'm having withdrawls.)

Alas, now that I go back and read this I do believe that my ~~Nyquil~~, ~~Dayquil~~, generic cold drug found in cabinet is making my brain kind of fuzzy. Oh well, enjoy.

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 1:40 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Bah Cocks

I'm sure that title will pull some nice yahoo searches, but sadly it has nothing to do with the anatomy of the male species. Rather it has to do with the USC Gamecocks, who lost 13-9 last night to Clemson. This is our big instate rivalry. Bah Cocks. I have been a fan for many years, even when they were 0-11..... so here's to hoping for next year. And they have a bowl game coming up so that will be sweet. :)

This week has been a real doozie. I must say though that my best friend's Mom's funeral was very nice. Short, sweet and she would have loved how everything was handled. She was a very sweet lady and she'll be missed. I'm funny about death though; perhaps that's why some people think I'm 'cold-hearted'. In truth it's not that at all; I just don't view death as a big end of all ends. I don't think of the people as 'leaving', only changing form. They're still here, and so I can still talk to them and feel their presence. And if you listen closely you will hear their answer inside. So it's not too big of a deal to me. I do feel for the family and friends that this person who has died has left behind, and sure... there are moments where I feel sadness at not being able to hear their laugh or see their smile again. But then I search my heart and I know that they are still here and so the sadness moves away quickly.

Still there aren't many people out there who think this way and so I am there for them, to comfort them and help out however I can. This is the first time I've been online in a week, (shocker I know!). But I've wanted to be where I felt like I needed to be. I think my sis needed me and I needed her to know that I was there for her. That's what friends are for, and as I told her a few days ago... blood isn't always what makes a family. And they are my family so they can't get rid of me. Bwahahaa...!!

I have a touch of a cold too, so I haven't been sleeping too well. But it's not that bad and it seems to be moving along quickly. Yay!! Oh also before I forget, thanks Sarah and TJwolf for the emails. No, I haven't received my dvd's yet *still hoping but DAMN how long does it take for someone to get back to you??!!* I appreciate the suggestions. I honestly don't think that I would take things so far as to file a suit or get a warrant or anything. The d00d does have kids and as I said, I always thought of him to be a nice guy; an honest guy. I'd hate to cause that kind of trouble in his life for something so stupid as this, even though you're right... it is his own doing. I just don't know why he's refusing to give us our shit back. BAH!!! (I take it as a refusal that he said he would drop them off at the house and has never done so. Also, still have not received any callback from the last two voicemail I've left.) I'm not sure at this point what I'll do. I know where he works and although I REALLY dislike the thought of having to go there to talk to him I suppose that's always an option. I guess I'll try a few more times and see where it gets me. I will keep the thought in mind though, and I'll let you know if I change my mind. :) Once again my fingers are still crossed that he'll end up doing the right thing and will prove that I was right all along and that he IS a stand-up guy, even if a LOT late. LOL my fingers have been crossed so long they're cutting off circulation. EEK!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 11:08 AM

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Wow, time really DOES fly!

I can't believe almost a month has gone by since I last posted. Sheesh where has the time gone?!

I suppose I should start off with the telling of our grand adventure to see thine whore. The trip was supposed to officially start Thursday, but ended up starting Wednesday instead. Which I must admit, I'm so glad that it did! We were able to spend the night in NC Wednesday night and that gave us a little extra time to play with so we wouldn't have quite so far to drive Thursday. It was absolutely the coolest thing... while driving through the mountains we were able to stop and have a snowball fight, which was great fun. It was also a little odd because we left hot weather and within a day were throwing snow at each other. heh.

The drive wasn't bad. We drove from the NC mountains to just outside Memphis, TN on Thursday and then Friday drove through Arkansas. And there we surprised my whore bwahaha! She thought we were hours away still when we pulled up at her door. It was great... we heard her cursing us through the door and then WHAMO!!! I was attacked!!!! lol. We also pulled a nasty prank on her husband.... but that's a story for another time heh.

The week was great. We got along wonderfully (it was actually quite skeery how well it went). There were, as expected, quite a few humorous things that happened throughout the week. Most of them we caused somehow, but there were quite a few others that just sort of fell in our laps. OH OH!! And I must MUST tell you all............. thine whore won TWO trophies and awards at the local pageant for her pet photo's that she entered. It was most beautimous to see her walk up on stage all shy-like and embarrassed. BWAHAHAH!!! Then of course she clung onto them for dear life as if we were going to rip them from her ample bosom. Ah.... that would have been great fun had I done so.

In any case, we left Thursday morning and drove from south-central Arkansas all the way through to Townsend (Tennessee). I did all the driving. My eyes were like little spots of wet moosh when we finally stopped. I think I was seeing in quadruples. lol. But it was all worth it. Friday we woke up bright and early and spent the day wondering through the mountains seeing animals and the gorgeous fall colors of the trees. We've never been in the mtns in fall and oh my, I can definitely see why it is the best time of year to go. Everything was lit up in bright golds, reds, oranges, purples (yes purples!) and deep greens. We ended up staying in the NC mtns again for Friday and Saturday nights.

Sunday we drove the long way home (yet again, through more mtns) and stopped in Greenville to visit my peeps. That was a great visit too. It's always so good to see them; they are truly my grounding rods. I missed them at Halloween so I needed to stop and catch up anyways. hehe. We ended up driving into our driveway at 5am Monday morning. And that my friends, was our trip.

I'm just starting to get back into the groove of things now; slowing down if you like. We've been going to Columbia to visit a friend who's been in the hospital for like 4 months now... and also my best friend's Mother just died yesterday, so I've still been somewhat busy. It's truly odd though, looking back at those times not long ago when someone accused me of being 'emotionally detached' and being told by many more that I'm a great friend who's always been there for them. I dunno. I suppose that some people have their own problems and weaknesses that they try to cover for by turning the tables on others. Who knows how these things work? I just find it really sad, and now that things have settled down and I have had time to really think about things... I must admit that I am not angry. But I do feel a lot of sympathy for those people and I do hope that one day they will open their eyes and see that it's not the other ppl who have the issues, but themselves. I wish them the best b/c ya know........ the more shit you throw out into the world the more shit comes back on you. That whole three-fold law thingy. (Damn and I'm glad that I don't have that coming to me.)

So let me get off of here. This was a rather long blathering post I know but it's been a month in a nutshell. :) Taa-taa!!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 5:19 PM