Lovebuds Anonymous

I'm baaaaaack! LOL! I decided to stay at home tonight. I think Mama B. is gonna be ok by herself now. I just wanted to make sure she was ok those first few nights home from the hospital. They ended up keeping her four days. She was miserable. And good thing I stayed with her too because she forgot her insulin shot twice and I had to remind her! I had to give it to her the first night in her stomach. Yech! I don't mind needles at all going into me but giving it to someone else is sorta wierd lol. The holiday things are moving along slowly as usual. Mom and I did dress up in our outfits night before last and dance around in Barb's yard. haha you should have seen the cars come by and look at us like we were on pot. But it was fun! I can't wait till we get all done up together and the people start rolling in. Christmas Eve is going to be our big night. I'm even making Pup Pup a little Santa outfit. Made the hat already, now working on the suit. It looks so cute already! hehehe.

On other news, we've been so busy taking care of them that Mom and I haven't made it to Curves last week or this week yet. But we're planning on going in the morning and we'll let them know why we weren't there. Family comes first after all!
It does suck that you're missing your family Dee. I feel for you girlie. I wish we were closer together so we could mess around and do some Christmas things. That would be really nice. All of our family in NC has a big todo at xmas too, but we never go. I don't mind though; they all treat us like shit so why even put ourselves in that spot ya know? Besides they don't deserve us, the punks!

Funny reading about your dream. You know how I used to have all of those really wierd dreams? I miss them..... but ever since I've been having so much trouble sleeping I don't dream much at all (or if I do I don't remember them anymore). Well I've had a few dreams that I do remember lately. I told you how I dreamt about Kevin the other week. I don't know why..... I just did. That dream and us talking about it, of course, set me off on that grand goose chase to see if I could find anything about him on the web. (Which I did! He plays guitar in a band called "Pause for Effect".) Anyhow, I dreamt about him AGAIN last night. I was in the grocery store with someone and he was in there with some of his family. We were talking and things were going on around us (dont' remember exactly what but it seems like the walls were moving for some reason). Nothing major I know..... I just wish I knew why I keep dreaming about this guy that I haven't seen or talked to in almost ten years. Just wierd. I still haven't heard anything back about the money from Cali. The folks say that I'm wasting my time thinking I'm going to hear or get anything but something in the back of my mind is telling me that Ms. "You Can Trust Me's" dad is going to jump on her ass until she pays something. That is of course, once he sees that she did sign a contract and all that. I hope something jumps on her ass anyway. We could desperately use some money. I just wish I could get a few small things for Xmas. UGH!

Not a lot going on right now. Just bored and not tired yet so I'm gonna chat with Dee and I'm looking at cameras. I've always wanted to get into photography a bit more seriously. I LOVE it! I want a really sleek 35mm camera (not a point and shoot one). Ah well maybe one day. But until then I like looking at them. :)
Love ya Dee and meeeeeeeeeeerry christmaaaaaaaas!

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 8:22 PM