Lovebuds Anonymous

It's Saturday morning! I been up a few hours, it's 9am now. Got my clothes packed and am washing a load of something to wear today right now. Mom hasn't made it here yet and we aren't planning on leaving till about noon anyway, so things are ok. I figured I'll be driving today so I need to remember to get my sunshades. Damn I wish I knew where all of my cd's are. They're so frikken scattered all over the place that I don't think I'll ever find them again! Ugh. The dogs just started going off so I'm guessing that's the Weaser coming home.

So at least I'll be away from this town for a few days. We're not really going to do much, not having the money and all. But that's ok, it will be nice to just get away and relax. Well it looks like it's going to be a fun day........ Mom is freaking out over her job and I can see, once again, that she's gonna be in a great mood. *sigh* Well once we get to the beach I'll just let her watch tv and I'll take a blanket and stay out on the balcony and watch the birds. I don't feel like arguing today. I'm gonna keep my fingers crossed that I can just chill until Wednesday. Then I'll be back here by myself (well the doggies will be here to take care of) so I know I can just chill the last of the week. hehehe.

Sex with a ghost huh? Sounds like a wierd wet dream Dee. How interesting. I wonder how many people have had dreams with ghost sex. HAHA I can't say I've had one lately, but I too have delved into this fantasmic fun. BWAHAHAHA!!
Dreams are strange creatures. I have always had such vivid dreams, they're more real than real-life it seems like. They're always in BRIGHT color, and everything is so crisp and sharp in details. I can feel every emotion, every feeling more deeply that I feel things when I'm awake. Especially pain. If I get shot or stabbed or bit or hurt in anyway I wake up and still feel my body ache in that area. I've even gotten hurt in a dream and woke up with a bruise where I was hurt at. How cool is that?! I've talked to dead people in my dreams that told me things that I had no way of knowing any other way. Needless to say that this has freaked some ppl out when I go back and talk about certain things. Dreams are awesome. One day I hope I will have the ability to 'dreamwalk' which is a very cool thing to be able to do. I've had a few lucid dreams that really rocked. A lucid dream is when you're in the dream and you realize that it is "JUST A DREAM" and you actually are able to take control and tell your dreams what direction to move in. When you are in the dream and the realization hits you that "Hey! I can make it do whatever I want, I can't be hurt or afraid because it's a DREAM!" Can I tell you how awesome that feeling is? Hehehe.... It's like putting yourself in a movie that you can pick everything for; actors, plot, scenery, etc. Woohooooo! I haven't had one in a while, maybe if I keep thinking about it one will happen again soon. That will be coolies. :)

Well I guess I should go and get back to getting things ready to go. The clothes should be almost done and I can go ahead and get a shower at least. Got to get my camera equipment ready too so I can bring back some pics for Dee to see. :) I'm going to take my camcorder too so maybe I can get some good shots of the beach on tape. You never know, it may be the last time I see the ocean. Would be nice to leave Mom a tape. Anyways, talk at you Wednesday hopefully. Dee call me!!!!!!!
Later gator,
Fly-by Emerald Freddie-Flowers

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 6:23 AM