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Monday, February 23, 2004
La dee dah.......... returning once again. Can you tell how bored I am when you're not here Dee? Damn ya! LOL. Anyways, look at me, I've been bloggin like mad! Today today.......... I didn't really sleep much. I passed out sometime after Dad got up for work, and after I had taken a second dose of meds. Woke up when Mom got home from work. We didn't go to Curves today b/c Barbara couldn't make it and we were waiting to see if she wanted us to go another day. We're going tomorrow and most likely Wednesday and Friday even if she can't make it though. Sorta bummed out today, as usual. I told Mom that I was going to put $800 bucks towards the Lane Bryant account and she got mad but I'm doing it anyway. She asked me if that's why I was 'in a bad mood yesterday' b/c I was so quiet, I told her no; the reason I am depressed is because I'm a grown bumming fatass who's sucking her down. Don't think she liked that much, but hey..... truth hurts.
I went out to Barb's today planning on doing some walking on her street. It was 65, so it was still sorta chilly but not too bad. No one was home when I got there though, so I just let Pup pup out to potty and sat with her for about half an hour. Then I was going to go walking on my own but I seen the asshole who rents property down the road was there and he lets his dog run loose (he's already tried to attack the horses, Pup pup and Barbara) and I didn't have my stick with me so I just decided to drive to Swan Lake and walk there. I haven't been there in a LONG time, I mean years. It is nicer now, they made the trails bigger and stuff. I walked all the way around, which according to the signs is a mile. Woohooo!!! I walked a mile! I didn't even get tired either. Of course, I was walking slow, more like what they call 'strolling' but I didn't want to get halfway around and feel like passing out. LOL. It was pretty though, after I walked it I sat down and watched the swans and ducks for a long time. It was entertaining, as the wood ducks are mating and so I got to watch this little mallard try to keep his woman from being attacked by like 5 other mallards. Needless to say, the little woman got a few riders hehe. I'd like to go back sometime with a nice camera.... maybe Dad will let me use his one day. You would think he would just give me the damn thing. He hasn't used it NOT EVEN ONCE since Brian graduated high school. And that was in......... sheesh lemme see......... 1990 I think. And he knows how much I love photography and how bad I would like to have a nice camera set up with lenses. I don't care if it's an older set up. But he would rather let it sit in there and fall apart from the weight of dust instead of letting me use it. *sigh* Oh well, I can't expect much else from him now can I? In any case I think I'll take Mom back there on a nice day and maybe we can walk around the other side, which is mainly swamp land. I love swamps though! Only I want to go before snakes come back out. Yech. I can't run fast enough to avoid a cottonmouth. Hehee.
As for now, nothing to do but just hang out here. So here I am. Maybe I'll watch a dvd or something, although I've seen everything so much I'm not that interested. Hopefully someone will come online to talk to, or I'll just chat with the aol im robot some more. Until next time........... - posted by Loki's Concubine @ 1:16 PM
