Lovebuds Anonymous

Ah.. almost half past midnight and I'm all alone. I guess Dee was tired tonight and decided not to show up. I don't know what to do online and to be honest there's nothing interesting right now to look up so I am guessing that it won't be long before I'm gone. I never did catch a nap today so I'm feeling really strung out and just sort of bleah. I ended up working on some banners until 3pm today and then woke Mom up. We went to clean up the horse stalls and fed them. Then we ate dinner with Allen & Barbara and set up the big blow up bed for him. It's easier for him to get on and off of because it's higher than the couch or other beds. He's really hurting with his back, poor guy. Anyway, went to Lilly's to get her walker for him to use. Meanwhile Dad calls and I find out that Lilly has locked herself out of her house. Of course Mom doesn't have her cellphone on, so I can't reach her while she's gone to get the walker. So she gets back, we head off to Lilly's to try and find her. She can't be found. We wait around and ride around looking at the nearby CVS etc. Finally the neighbor comes home and tells Mom that she had gotten two cops to unlock the door and now she was gone with Loretta playing bingo. GRRR! She could have called us back and let us know that she got in and to disregard the earlier messages but no.............. and this crap with Loretta is really getting on the last nerve. It's a long story, but needless to say that Loretta is a crazy stealing person. And no, I'm not judging...... she has stolen medicines and money from Lilly and just got released AGAIN from the mental hospital. She's just fruitloopy, seriously I think she did too much drugs in the past. We know she used drugs b/c she told us she did.

So anyways, by the time we got home it was 8:15. I finished watching Joan of Arcadia and sent Mom to bed. Then I watched Wonderfalls, which was really good. I was pleasantly surprised. Had to wake Mom up at 10:45 to get ready for work so I made her lunch and sent her on her way. And here I am now. She's gonna be dragging in the morning because she hasn't had much sleep. She called from work and told me to sleep in tomorrow morning because she'll get Barbara to help her feed in the morning and then we can go clean and feed tomorrow afternoon. I really should have told her to just come and get me but she was honoray about it and to be honest, I really would like to just take a couple pills and sleep good for a change. Dad says that we are addicted to pills. lol. He's right to a degree I know. But if I don't take something every now and then, I don't get any decent DEEP sleep. And both Mom and I have to take something for pain or we just wouldn't be able to move. What's bad is that I don't have any medicines and have to depend on getting them from friends and family who know what I'm going through and share. I don't know what I'd do without them. Sheesh.

Well I miss ya Dee. Damnit. You know you're my therapy session. lol. Try to catch you tomorrow and hope you're asleep having a good dream or either kicked back relaxing. Take it easy sis.

- posted by Loki's Concubine @ 9:29 PM