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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
And another day slowly slips on by. Going on five oclock here, and I wanted to take a few minutes and check email and blog. I find myself being a little more depressed than normal lately (it's amazing that that's possible at all) and I don't know why. I suppose a lot of it is because every month that goes on makes me feel worse about things. I suppose that it would be nice to have someone to talk to here as well, but I don't. And even finding a yahoo group doesn't work. Every group you find deals with weight loss surgery, and I just wish I could find one just for obesity. But there isn't one and there's no use in me making one because I don't know any people to join it.
Not alot new today. Went to curves, had an ok workout. It's starting to get busy in there all the time now and that scares me because I'm not comfortable around people. Even the 'bigger' people who go to curves (the biggest person i've seen there more than once is maybe in a size 22 or so) stare at me when I'm exercising. And there are so many people who are skinny! I mean skinny, no gut at all barely. That's so discouraging to see them staring at you because you know they're thinking what a horrid looking beast you are and how did you ever let yourself get that way. I just really wish I had room at home and the money to have my own exercise equipment. Please please please let tonight be the night Mom or Barbara wins the lottery!
Mom and I took Precious to a little lake today and let her walk around some. She's so cute, she even walked out on the dock and looked into the water. :)
Well bye for now. - posted by Loki's Concubine @ 1:29 PM
