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Thursday, April 22, 2004
I have a few minutes to kill before it's time to wake up the Mother unit, so here I am. You know, it amazes me just how fast the emotions can travel up and down the scale. Now today has been a pretty ok day, nothing bad happening other than I gained half a pound this week, which I'm not too upset or surprised about. I've been sick... no exercising, no walking, lots of sleeping and eating. heh.
I went to TOPS this morning, it was ok as usual. I've been working on organizing scrapbook stuff today, and also went to visit Barb, Allen and Puppup today. (I say that I went to visit my Neicey. hehe. I can't talk to her on the phone afterall!) Came home, been going through pictures for a very special reason that cannot be disclosed at this time in fear of someone reading this and spoiling a surprise!
The phone rang about an hour and a half ago and I heard a friendly voice on the answering machine. My buddy Jay from Greenville saying that he missed me. God I miss those guys/gals up there. It's strange how comfortable I feel with them; unlike how I usually feel with other people. I am totally at ease, relaxed, confident, just HAPPY. They are so great. Anyways, talked to him for the past hour and a half or so... it was nice. We have a lot in common and I think we understand each other in a way that most others probably don't "get".
Anyway, he called to invite Jackie and I to stay at his place next weekend for the party. I'm SO glad because I really don't feel like pitching a tent and sleeping in it. Don't get me wrong usually I don't mind, but with me still with this damn cough.... well I'm just not up for outdoors escapades. If we get up early enough he said that he'd take me riding in the mountains and show me his favorite spots. Gods I love him. LOL He's one of my favorite people just to be around; he's always smiling and there to give you a hug. I think he's having a lot of problems in his life right now too. I don't know what they are; and it's not my place to ask. I just hope he knows that I'm here for him and will help him any way I can. (And before I start hearing from you all about hooking up..... Sorry to inform you but he's gay. Now send Orlando Bloom my way and I'm all over it......... yum)
So now that I've talked to him I'm all excited about going next weekend. For whatever reason, and I haven't a clue why... whenever I am around those ppl I come away feeling grounded and happier than I was before. I guess it's just the feeling of having friends that are not judgemental. They don't care who you screw, how old you are, what religion you are, what you look like, where you come from, what race you are, or anything. I wish everyone could be like that, including me. LOL. (Although I like to think that I am like that. I have my moments where I get pissed at something though and say things I shouldn't. It's just bad human nature I suppose.) And he told me I was beautiful. Imagine that.... and I believe him when he says it. :)
Other than that, today's been same old same old. The weekend should be somewhat fun. I'm having dinner with Bonnie and her husband (who is going to kick my butt at chess!) and hopefully scanning some pics into the pc at her house if she'll let me. I promised to help Dad wash the truck Sunday. (Happy Joy). If anything of note arrives, you'll be the first to know.
Adios.
Lord Farkwad - posted by Loki's Concubine @ 7:36 PM
