She said that already. Oh well. This can be part 2. No, I'm not starting a new job today. Hell, at this point in time I don't even HAVE a job. (Yeah yeah, I know. I'm a bum. You're jealous aren't you?) No..... see I took time off after I was forced to quit my last job (long story, trust me... you don't want to hear it). I needed time to 'find myself' or at least drag my unhappy ass out of the "I just want to die" gutter.

But anyways, I start school today. *GULP* I posted about this before... but it's here. Now. Today. In 4 hours. Holy shit am I nervous. It's just continuing education at the local technical college. So it's not like I'm diving into full college or anything. But it's been ten years. And damnit, I have a right to be a whiney bitch.

OK, Woman of scorn just called me and belched LOUDLY in my ear. But to those who care, her day is going well so far. Hehe, she'll be pissed that I stole her thunder again. SUE ME!!

I suppose I'm more nervous than before because of the nightmare I had last night. Interestingly enough it wasn't about my school tonight. It was about my stupid-ass, won't-tell-us-where-he's-at brother. I dreamt he was a coke head and ended up dying. I never saw his body though, as my parents thought it best not to let me see it (for some reason I think I was sleeping and they buried him without waking me up). So I refused to believe he was dead. I mean I just KNEW that he was alive or either was murdered or something. It was strange. So I woke up emotional. It's carried over. Greeeeeeeeeeeeat. Here I go. I won't post more nonsense. Talk to you tonight!