WTF is up with my life? I must have a huge fuckin sign on my forehead that says "Use at your convenience." Ugh. I have no problem helping people, especially since I do have a good bit of free time on my hands most days with not working and now that school is done for a month. Does that mean that I'm open territory? I'm confused..... I must have missed this information!

So ok, like I said, I like to help people. I'm good with electronics and computers and the like.... so I get a lot of "Loki Ho, come fix my pc........ come show me how to do this." That's cool with me. But it gets old fast. This little old man we used to help would want me to come over every other g**damned day (not saying it for Wosy's sake) to fix his printer. I had told him time and time again to simply hit the cancel button (he would force paper in and jam the printer) and it would go back to normal. Could he do that? FUCK NO. I'd have to make the trip over, sit and chat with this elderly religious guy whom I have NOTHING in common with. It would take me all of ten seconds to fix the printer, but in order to not make him feel 'stupid', I'd sit there for 10 minutes and pretend that it was something really detailed that I had to do. He was a nice guy really, just couldn't fucking listen to what I told him to do.

Ok so now I have my godparents going crazy. I love em to death, dear gods but they've lost their minds. I swear. Now granted none of this is my business, so I'm not going to say anything to them about it other than to tell them that they're worrying me, which I've already stated. Other than that...... I can bitch about it in private. Neither one of them are working at the moment. Both are out on disability. He hurt his back b/c of a nurse at work...... he should get disability b/c it's really painful for him and they can't fix it. She had carpal tunnel surgery on both hands. Now she did have some problems with her hands, although nowhere NEAR as bad as what Womanofscorn's having now. She even admitted to us after her surgeries that she fudged the tests they gave her to make her impairment rating go up. So they've lied to the doctors, the lawyer.... and are trying to get her a shitload of money from workman's comp. and also get her on disability saying that she "can no longer be a productive part of the work force." This is bullshit, and I know it. She admitted it to us. And we see her do all kind of shit like ride horses, mow the yard, weed the yard, etc etc. So ya know, I love them..... but I've lost respect for them. I admit that I've thought about cheating the system in the past; who hasn't? But I never did it b/c I didn't want that on my conscience. Obviously they don't care though. They haven't even seen a penny of money yet and they're spending out the ass. They've bought so much shit.... everytime we go over they have something new. If I tried to tell them that they're counting their chickens before they hatch they'd most likely get pissed and say I was 'just jealous'. Not so... sure the shit is nice and it would be great to have it. But not that way. Not at the expense of someone who may really legitimately need the help. They're also getting played for fools by her daughter, but that's another story. I was supposed to go plug up her brand NEW printer today (this one makes number 3) but they weren't home. Which means they might be pissed b/c I won't come out tonight. Once again, always a case of me doing something at someone else's convenience.

Then a lady calls me from TOPS and asks if I'll come over and see her house. Sure, I say. I'd like to come over for a bit. So I take Mom and head over.... we get stuck there doing her christmas decorations for over 3 hours. And we're not done. We have to go back tomorrow. SON OF A MOTHERLESS TITSUCKING GOAT! What pissed me off? She wanted us to help but then found a zillion reasons to walk off and do something else. Take a shower, talk on the phone, look for something. *sigh* Really...... ummm.... we're suckers aren't we?

And at that point of my last nerve about to snap loose and take out some of the surrounding area, Womanofscorn calls me. We're sort of addicted to each other, like really close sisters. It's nice to have someone to vent to and who understands you. Oh yeah, 'cept when we play Monopoly she's a stingy bitch who never lands on my shit. And she sucks Mr. Monopoly's sack b/c he loves her and I ALWAYS get fucked over. She was upset though, crying and choking. I thought she was about to hack up a lung and was trying to calm her down. She had a much worse day than I, and I felt bad then about my petty little problems. Her friend had a baby today that was dead..... and Wos's hubby El Jefe was taken to the emergency room, which is where they're still at trying to find out what's wrong with him. No insurance. No money. So thank you fucking politicians who instead of giving us some kind of american-healthcare system decides to send 500 trillion dollars to another country. We appreciate it.

Ho ho ho........ only 24 more days until Xmas.